Missing You.

The sad part about all this is that i  know i'll never find someone who loves me more, or that i love more.

Yet no matter what i do or say you won't be able to be mine.We won't be able to be together. I can never call you 'babe'. I can never cuddle up next to you by a fire. We can never have a first kiss together. We wont ever have a 'one year anniversary'. I'll never be your girl. You'll never tell me you love me. We can never have a life together. I can never hug or kiss you just because.I can never feel that one wonderful feeling when i realize i have everything i ever need or will need. 

I'll just always feel empty and lost purpose, like my world has ended. 

So if you've ever wondered;

That's how life is without you.